Hedone |
With my home getting better but still in delicate state, I have been finally able to take my golden showers with a similar regularity as in the past, thought to a rather bitter and tasteless cost. Some years ago, I slowly decreased the size of my zarkarite crystal orchards as the planet said it produced too much acid. I was never too much a fan of it, but, I kinda miss watching the rainbows now that I cannot even have any trace of it, even at home. I can't have sparring partners because the entire planet is busy fixing my home and a nearby place. And, finally, I cannot hunt anything with my planet stuck in stationary position with the one of Apathos in orbit. So, what am I supposed to do? Sitt still and be pretty?! I was born to be an explorer of the deepest regions of experience, not a pot flower!!
Sometimes, on the mornings, I can see a particularly big and shiny one. It looks a bit plain, but even at this distance I can see it's gentle slopes and forests, possibly giving home to god-knows-what. But, no, not close enough, and as long as Apathos' world is there in the sky, it is the only sight I'm going to see. Now, don't take me wrong: Apathos homeworld is a pretty place, very gentle and warm... but very plain. I must admit it was the heck worst the first time I went there (it was awfull, to be honest), but I have helped Apathos to make it a bit prettier and more welcoming. Nevertheless, there is still a loooong way to go and I am very afraid there is only a very limited amount of stuff that can be done, actually.
I would like to say that I miss visiting other planets, like in the past, but even then such was a rare event as the particular magnetic pull of my planet mainly rejects most other planets and only a very few have a similar gravitational wavelenght, so I am kinda "missing what I never had". Like I said earlier, I'm still trying to find a word to encase this big feeling... Any ideas?
PD: I could use Ahamkara's help. She is good with unusual words.
- Hedone Yantra.
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